CHARLIE'S LAST WALK

A Guided Journal for Pet Loss

Walk through your grief with Charlie as your companion. Evidence-based prompts for the non-linear journey of loss.

✦  EVIDENCE-BASED GRIEF FRAMEWORKS

✦ WRITTEN BY PAIGE CUMMINGS, BS MA

✦OPTIMIZED FOR GOODNOTES & ADOBE

✦INSTANT DIGITAL DOWNLOAD

ABOUT THIS JOURNAL

Grief doesn't follow a schedule

Neither does this journal.


This isn't a fill-in-the-blank workbook or a tidy step-by-step process. Charlie's Guided Journal is a gentle, therapeutic companion built around the real story of Charlie's Last Walk — woven through evidence-based prompts that meet you exactly where you are, on your hardest days and your quieter ones.

Because losing a dog isn't a small thing. It's losing your morning routine, your reason to come home, the one who knew you without words. You deserve more than a blank page.

Charlie's Guided Journal honors the messy, nonlinear, deeply human experience of that loss — and walks beside you as you find your own way through it.

"Grief doesn't follow a straight line. You don't move neatly from denial to acceptance. Grief doesn't work that way. Instead, you spiral — feeling hope one moment, devastation the next, guilt in the afternoon, gratitude by evening. You might accept the loss on Tuesday and wake up in denial on Wednesday.

That's not failure. That's grief."

— Paige Cummings, BS, MA · Charlie's Last Walk: A Guided Journal for Pet Loss

AN EXCERPT FROM THE JOURNAL

What's Inside

Here's a sample of what you'll find inside…

SPECIAL SECTION

Anticipatory Grief — When They're Still Here

Grief doesn't always begin at the moment of loss. For many of us, it starts the moment we know what's coming — when we're doing daily quality-of-life assessments, watching them struggle, and asking ourselves the impossible question: is it time? This section holds space for you if you're still in that in-between place — not yet goodbye, but no longer okay.

"For me, grief started before Charlie died. It started when I knew I might have to make the decision to end his pain."

PART TWO

The Impossible Choice

The decision to let them go is the heaviest thing a person can carry. This section doesn't try to make it lighter — it sits with you in the weight of it. The what-ifs. The second-guessing. The question of whether you chose too soon or waited too long. Choosing euthanasia is not a failure of love. It is love in its most selfless form.

"Charlie's battle didn't begin that morning. It had been going on for seventeen months. Twenty-one pills a day."

PART THREE

The Waves of Grief

You don't move through grief in a straight line. You spiral. Hope one moment, devastation the next. Acceptance on Tuesday, denial on Wednesday. This section meets you in the spiral — wherever you are today — without asking you to be further along than you are.

"Each morning at 6:00, I would forget he was gone. I'd reach for his leash, save a bite of food from my plate for him, and listen for the tick-tack sound of his nails on the wood floor."

COMPLETE JOURNAL CONTENTS

A. Before You Begin

B. Introduction: How to Use This Journal

C. Special Section: Anticipatory Grief

D. Part One: The Overwhelming Days

E. Part Two: The Impossible Choice

F. Part Three: The Waves of Grief

G. Part Four: Legacy and Remembrance

H. Part Five: When Guilt Won't Stop

I. Part Six: Opening to Love Again

J. Afterword

YOUR HEALING COMPANION

Begin Where You Feel Ready

Journal pages from Charlie's Last Walk: A Guided Journal for Healing after Pet Loss by Paige Cummings at K9 Hearts

Each section is marked with a letter at the bottom of every page. You can work through the journal in order, or turn to whatever section calls to you today. There are no right places and no wrong places to begin.

Grief does not move in straight lines — neither does this journal.
— Paige Cummings, K9Hearts

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Grief does not come with an instruction manual. The posts below explore the research behind pet loss grief, the frameworks that make sense of what you are feeling, and the healing that becomes possible when you stop trying to grieve on someone else's timeline. Charlie's Guided Journal for Pet Loss was built from this same body of knowledge — so whether you found K9 Hearts through the journal or through your own search for answers, everything here was written for you.

Common Questions

Frequently Asked Questions

What is Charlie’s Guided Journal for Pet Loss?

Charlie’s Guided Journal for Pet Loss is an evidence-based grief journal created by Paige Cummings of K9 Hearts. It uses excerpts from the memoir Charlie’s Last Walk paired with structured prompts designed to help you move through pet loss grief at your own pace. The journal covers all stages of grief in a non-linear way — because that is how grief actually works. It includes a dedicated section for anticipatory grief, making it one of the few grief journals that supports both those who are preparing for a loss and those who are already walking through it.

Do I need to read Charlie’s Last Walk before using the journal?

No prior reading is required. Charlie’s Guided Journal for Pet Loss stands on its own as a complete grief support tool. You can begin wherever you are in your grief journey. However, reading Charlie’s Last Walk first adds a deeply enriching layer of context — the journal prompts are woven through the emotional arc of the memoir, so having that foundation makes the experience even more meaningful.

What is the difference between the Mobile and Desktop editions?

The Mobile and Desktop editions are the same journal — the difference is spacing and layout optimization. The Mobile edition is formatted with spacing designed for smaller screens, though it works on desktop as well. The Desktop edition is optimized for larger screen viewing. Both contain the full journal content. If you are unsure which to choose, the Mobile edition works across all devices.

What is the difference between the GoodNotes and Adobe PDF versions?

Both versions contain the full journal content. The Adobe PDF version is specifically formatted for Adobe’s Fill and Sign feature, allowing you to type directly into the fields on any device using Adobe Acrobat or Adobe Reader. The GoodNotes version is optimized for the GoodNotes app, with spacing and layout designed for handwriting with an Apple Pencil or stylus. Choose the version that matches the tool you prefer to write with.

Is this journal suitable for anticipatory grief?

Yes. Charlie’s Guided Journal for Pet Loss includes a dedicated section specifically for anticipatory grief — the grief that begins before a loss, when a beloved dog has received a serious or terminal diagnosis. This section was created because anticipatory grief is real, it is often invisible to others, and very few resources exist that acknowledge it directly. If your dog is still here but you are already grieving, this journal was written for you too.

How will I receive my journal after purchase?

Charlie’s Guided Journal for Pet Loss is a digital download. Once your payment is complete, your journal is delivered instantly to the email address you used at checkout. No waiting, no shipping. You can begin the moment you need it — even at 2 in the morning when grief does not follow a schedule.

Where is K9 Hearts located and do you offer virtual support?

K9 Hearts is based in Port Orchard, Washington, but serves people everywhere. Everything K9 Hearts offers — the memoir, the guided journal, the EOP Legacy Portrait, and all grief support resources — is fully virtual and self-directed. You do not need to be local to access any of it. K9 Hearts was built for the person grieving at 2am anywhere in the world, wherever they are in their loss.

How is Charlie’s Guided Journal different from other pet loss journals on the market?

Most pet loss journals offer generic prompts that treat grief as a linear process with a clear endpoint. Charlie’s Guided Journal was built differently. It is rooted in evidence-based grief frameworks — including Worden’s Tasks of Mourning — and reflects the reality that grief is not linear, does not follow stages on a schedule, and does not end on someone else’s timeline. It is the only pet loss journal that pairs a real memoir of loss with structured prompts, covers anticipatory grief explicitly, and was created by someone with nearly 30 years of experience supporting families through the hardest parts of their lives. It meets you exactly where you are.

If I have further questions, how do I contact K9 Hearts?

You are always welcome to reach out directly. Email Paige at paige@k9hearts.com — she reads every message personally. K9 Hearts was built on the belief that no one should have to walk through pet loss feeling alone or unheard.

About the Author

Paige Cummings, author of Charlie's Last Walk and Charlie's Guided Journal for Pet Loss and owner of K9Hearts

Paige Cummings is the heart behind K9Hearts. With 30 years of experience walking alongside people through their hardest moments, and a personal loss that changed everything, she built something she wishes had existed when she needed it most.

When her heart dog Charlie Brown came into her life, she never imagined losing him at just three years old. That grief — and her B.S. in Psychology and M.A. in Forensic Psychology — became the foundation for everything at K9Hearts.